keep on drawing

When i have something that makes me mad. I write it down- get ready to post it. And I realize I'm no longer angry. So i delete it. Of course, sometimes i write things down and i find I'm even angrier- those I delete also- because when i'm angry like that, I always say the wrong thing. So, is that why I havent posted anything lately. Nope. Just been doing too much thinking. Sometimes i get caught up in the reflections of my thoughts- unable to move. I've decided now just to "do things". So this week - 3 updates of DAT. I have decided when the economy gets better(in a year I hope), I will look for another job- I am very tired of being the "straight person for the joke" in my job. Meanwhile, I'm saving money. And drawing comics. I dont care how tired I get. I'm drawing my comics! I'm going to spend the next year getting rid of things, learning how to drive, and drawing my comics. And play the lottery- maybe I'll be lucky. Ha! But most importantly, I need to keep drawing my comics.

haiku_20090206
in the chill and bite
of a wearying evening
spring returns once more

well my one day off after three weeks is an oasis. I have two more weeks to go before the next one. I'm trying to keep the creative synapses going. since i'm always snapping pictures with my cell. i figured i'd write haiku's to go with the pictures. yeah, i know - cheesy- but one little scratch against the machine called stifling modern life.

ugh- work is making me down!

we're down to a skeleton staff because of the economy, very busy and the boss keeps heaping more work on us. I'm so fed up, I think I'll start playing the lottery. And my next day off is far far away. If I win the lottery, i think i'll just quit - no two weeks, nope- just bye! That's how mad I am right now! I'm not getting depressed. Modern Management wants you depressed so you'll stay in a rut. I'm getting angry. I got energy. I got work- my work- to do- BYE!

URGH- need more time to myself-really

got thru week one of working three weeks straight. Sigh, I'm really tired of being a manager sort. I really would like to find another type of work, but i wouldnt want to try and find it in this economy. so here i stay. The cat is really being needy, since a few of those days were 10 and 11 hour days. while he insisted on crawling into my lap, i've noticed he's gone from being a tiny stray who would tug at my skirt as i walked down the street to a decent sized housecat. little monster. i managed to catch some more sleep so hopefully i'll be able to draw another page of DAT.

playing with vue

It's a cold dreary sunday- just staying inside and being lazy which means playing on the computer. Discovered that i had bought vue 5 long time ago( it was a package deal with poser 6- (what i really wanted and it was cheaper in the package-go figure!)) so i put it on computer. it's fun with outside views, i think. lots of fun actually just to play and make scenes i might use one day- like this one.

an odd cartoon

well, i did secret santa at drunk duck this year! I got a nice piece of fan art that I'll post at The House of Other Worlds. Meanwhile I drew for someone their request of a wii falling in love with a ps3. as most of you know i'm not a gamer, so i stretched things- here' the cartoon.

New Medicine

Well, i went to the doctor about my coughing as it was starting to get really bad and i was having chest pain. And it looks like its reflux. I'm taking heavy dosage zantac. And wow that mean pain i had underneath my left ribcage is gone. Unfortunately, I have to wait for 3 hours after dinner before i can lie down at night. Which is an annoyance cause my excuse for not doing any work is i'm tired, let me lie down and read a book. And since I'm not a tv watcher, i've just been sitting at my desk, surfing a bit and starting to draw again(that's good). And another thing too is I'm finding that I have to eat really light at night also. So it's turning into cereal and toast. Also No Soda, No Caffeine and NO CHOCOLATE. Well, there will be chocolate- just not late at night and if we're going to suffer, it better be the good stuff, not the crappy junk we've been stuffing our face with daily. Same with the coffee and the tea. Though, that's already the case with coffee and tea.
Also, I'm off Zrytec and on Singulair, which seems to work. Very little coughing. Well, I still cough a bit around roxanne-but she's a lifetime smoker-it's in her pores. But It's only been 3 days- and its working pretty good. So I'm happy. It may give me headaches, but my sinuses are very congested(but producing less gunk) right now. We're off of the decongestants too(so the congestion could be the boomerang effect), to see how much the singulair can do- it's supposed to work on both asthma and allergies. It has one very spooky side effect- apparently some people get very depressed and suicidal. Looking at what people were writing- it seems to hit mostly children and young adults. Well, I'm not in that class anymore. But, Still I'll have to watch out for that- if it's gonna happen it'll show up in 3-14 days, and i have a follow-up visit next month with the doc. Ah, but right now, it's nice to breathe and not have any chest pains.